i make up excuses for everything ive done.
im not a princess but my needs are more like queen
i do very bad things ,and i do it well .
Live your life and i will live mine ~

Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥
I DINT COME SCHOOL TODAY !
cause im super duper tired .nak see pictures ?okayy i upload gambar dulu before i malas okay (:
the birthdaygirl .makeup by: Lina&ifa

actually got alot but malas la .huak ,okay firstly i want the whole world to know that IM ATTACHED !!its very kekok for me cause da use to be single for 3months gitu than suddenly got boyfriend .haha .Md Hanafie Bin Kamarudin is his name (: pp<3thanks to that someone ,his lies make me give up on him (: keje pe boy ?? bullshit lah .k i hope pp going to treat me right and im going to stop my nonsence .HOPEFULLY .i useD to watch him play takraw ,i useD to be his admire ,i useD to complain to him about ubiGUY ,i useD to be his friend but now his MINE .well people wish me luck on this one okay ,loves (:

help me fix my broken heart will you ?
please and thankyou (:

Monday, January 26, 2009 ♥
HELLO babiS ((:
many things happen and i dont know where to start .CNY performance force Aisyah to come school just to see me perform (:.last friday kecik book out .he text me but i attitude tak reply .Saturday was supposed to go Sentosa but plan COCKUP .some cb met with accident and didnt even want to tell me .he got me waiting for fucking 3HoURS .lucky thing Haikel and Apiz was there .next day he texted me but than my house got kenduri still i refuse to reply .and today went to Marina [] with schoolmate to take pictures of idk what .kecik msg ask where am i ,so i just reply MARINA!! next thing while walking saw him .he call me to come to his place but i just ignore and walk .he come to me and pull me aside .BLABLABLA ,sent me home jap cause i dnt want to go out with him with shorts and poloT ,changed all than went to ChuaChuKang .pantat sakit oi ddok pat moto lame lame .saw his brother ,super fucking CUTE i swear .10 times hotter&cuter than him .name wan ,he happens to be the only putih one in their family .my age somemore .nak watch movie but the next one will be showing 2hours later .da la kedai sume tutup .so makan KFC thaan go pasir ris meet Zairinah .he nak go home but i dnt want cause i want to slack with Zai so i shooo him away .and he book in besok .yeahh ,aman hidop aku !!sorry i broke my promise couldnt find usb .SUNGGUH !as soon as i find it i upload (: just bear with it or now (: I GAIN WEIGHT [!]CAUSEI HAPPY ,DONT KNOW FOR WHAT REASON .k da ngaontok .bye!
i've realise that there is a purpose for every person i meet .some are there to test me ,some will use me and some will bring the best in me .maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one.
i thought i could settle down with you ,but i was wrong .

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥
firstly nak wish WannyBaby Happy 16th birthday .
i will upload her pichas tomorrow since i got no time now .want to go tampinese to buy baju ALONE macam loner sey .k today dance was kecoh .Wany gado with Ifa and all the seniors excluding me and Wany pressure Hidayah .kecian sia .until the last part she tak tahan she burst .mcm cb kan dorg .sume nak step mane punye mane aje tumbok muke satu satu .and since its Wanny birthday they want to celebrate, due to her anger towards Ifa she ask me to go home with her .so just hack care la ikot je kecian BirthdayGirl .school was normal .me and Aisyah kene marah from Thaven for the same old reason la .sick of looking at her face .i only slept for two hours yesterday pasal help Aisyah settle problem die with her boyfriend Kecyhk(taktauspell) .hopefully they will get back soon .god please help her .can see how much she is suffering without him around .k besok promise to upload gambar ,the pinkky style .huahuahu .going off now .andand hot news ,yayah found out ep likes me .goshy .k bye ,im going off .help mom call few people dulu than can jalan already .K BYE ~KECIKaku msg !!!Saturday Sentosa ~huahua ,he action ,he say badan da fit can shw off da at beach .bodo pey itam .

dont interfere with my life ,
cause you dont have to insult me pasal tak laku ,no boyfriend or whatever shit ,
TAKDE BOYFIREND TAK SEMESTINYE TAK LAKU WHAT GANG .
bodo pey dog (:

Monday, January 19, 2009 ♥
hello ,i know now im being a very rajin girl to update my bloggy (:hooray for me !was supposed to follow my dearest to do shopping today cause we both got MONEY !!!and i mean alot uh .ORANG KAYA BARU (: cool or what ?BUTT the most sedeh thing is i didnt go cause tetido .die buat his own shopping without me .when i wake up tried calling his phone a few times but than he rejected .so i ignore meet Sepet(: ,Yayah(: ,Izzati ,Opit ,Yumi &Yat .they were doing their stuff there which im not allowed to tell .huahuahua .k than home ,he called ,talked ,im bored of hearing him nagg at me ,hang up ,divert call ,he get mad ,im happy (: okay kecik didnt text me .i think he die already pat camp .hhahah .so bad sia Lina .you cheat me thats FOR SURE ,i dont know if im supposed to trust you ke tak .goshy tambi kepala pusing sia .k now i meeting my kawankawan cause i got ALOT of friends (: they are the good&bad people .and girl you just change alot .no time for me but than got time for them .whn it comes to meeting me you always give me thousand and one reason .well put them first instaed of me if you want to .you used to throw the blames on me well now you are just being like the old me ,and when the time is right im going to throw all the words you used to say/call me .i hope it wont happen .but im just holding on cause aku nye orang besabar .k goo~

Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥
hello !
the first thing i want to say is that i miss Kecik&Sarah alot .
Kecik i hope your fine okay ,heard that you're not feeling well ,getwell soon okay ):
Sarahbby i read your blog already (: trust me i wont forget you ,youre not always free okay so dont say you are cause you have to go and open your gate or whatever than cannot go out with me so dont step relek teenager okay bodo !make sure can make it to Sentosa okay .for Evania you dont have the choise to make cause you must go okay .see you girls&guys on Saturday (:
my first Nc16 movie was The Women ,very nice tau .wanted to watch ongbak but the next day school so me and aisyah(sepet) had no choise but to just watch it .watched Yesman too but with SarahBby .yesterday went drinking with the N.a people .but the one that minom is just Me ,Sepet ,Dewi ,Yayah &Beng thats all .fucking stooopid sia .
Yayah if you ever come across my bloggy kan i just want to say that im sorry .i didnt have the guts to tell you that ep actually likes me .youve been telling me that you love&misses ep and that he never reply to your msges when actaully he is texting me all awhile .im sososo sorry but no worries you can have him .i dont want this to affect our friendship cause you mean alot to me .sorry that i didnt ever tell you that i contact him ,i dont want to hurt you more .so baby ,be happy with him alright .
okay so here i am being single .nak masok 3months da pon .takde mataer tak pasal okay .hahaha .





thats my skaterboy ,the one with the long hair (:
okay till then ,iLOVEyouall !
i will try to update more often okay .

Thursday, January 8, 2009 ♥
okay .i know everyone miss me kankankan ?
sorry didnt blog this few days .i swear i do not have the time to even on the comp or even to watch tv but than i seldom watch tv k put it as eat at home .time was tight .dance was ohmygoshcaninotbeindance .the whole week i got dance and it end at 6 sia .puki ,die pk aku tak reti penat pe sia ?fuck sia seriously .but takpe kecik fetch me everyday from school for the pass few days than biked to down to simpang to makan .my personnel taxi driver .his neverendingSTUPIDjokes always make me smile .when he sent me home already i than mandi ,pack for tomorrow than go lepaking at voiddeck with the usual people Shidiq(: ,elmo ,tawfiq ,hosni ,zairinah .we usually stayed at voiddeck till 2+ imagine how long i get to sleep .kecian LINA .but wake up eh girrrrl N'lvl is THISYEAR !woahhh so unlucky sia this year syf lagi .nobody to complain too when im tired .kecik going ns tomorrow so he wont be fecthing me till 23Feb ,his very first bookout .goshy im going to miss ya la boy ): today i gado with him right outside school .was pissed sia he got me waiting for him for 1hour45min .was frustrated ,like hello i was tired sia .da gado i decided to take bus but he pulled my hand .actaully sakit but aku step strong talk things out than da okay biked down to simpang and than home and here i am (: i decided not to be that angry at home cause its my last meet with him so i just control .school started so dont expect me to blogg everyday okay ppl .takecare babies ily you i swear .
Sarah ,red means ANGRY so im mad at you now .FAKE .tak lah ,baby you last long with mr smurf aight baby (: meeeet soon .do mke time for me and pleasee dont you dare forget me fucker !

Lina nak boyfriend ,couples are making me jealous .hiakss .
i cant let go cause its too strong but takpe atleast heaven knows i tried .boy ,my heart was true ,i swear .

Your SweetHeart